
Finding the monster
Mate says we must be past the Straits of Dover. When the fog cleared for a moment he saw North Foreland, just as he heard the man cry out. So we are now in the North Sea. The fog seems to move along with us. Only God can guide us, and God seems to have deserted us.
3 August. At midnight I went to take the place of the man at the wheel and when I got to the wheel there was no one there. The wind was steady, and because we ran before it the ship sailed smoothly. I dared not leave the wheel, so I shouted for the mate. After a few seconds, he rushed up on deck in his pajamas. He looked wild-eyed and haggard. I greatly fear that he might have gone mad. He came close to me and put his mouth to my ear. Then he whispered hoarsely, as though afraid that even the air might hear.