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Memories
From Mina's Journal
18 August I am happy today, and write sitting on the seat in the churchyard. Lucy is ever so much better. Last night she slept well all night, and did not disturb me once. The roses seem to be coming back already to her cheeks, though she is still sadly pale and wan-looking. If she were in any way anemic I could understand it, but she is not. She is in gay spirits and full of life and cheerfulness. All the morbid reticence seems to have passed from her, and she has just reminded me, as if I needed any reminding, of that night, and that it was here, on this very seat, that I had found her asleep.
I asked her if she had dreamed at all that night. Before she answered, that sweet, puckered look came into her forehead and she went on in a half-dreaming kind of way, as if trying to recall it to herself.
 
"I didn't quite dream, but it all seemed to be real. I only wanted to be here in this spot. I don't know why, for I was afraid of something, I don't know what. I remember, though I suppose I was asleep, passing through the streets and over the bridge. A fish leaped as I went by, and I leaned over to look at it, and I heard a lot of dogs howling."
Wan: Looking pale as though ill
Anemic: Lacking iron in the blood
In gay spirits: Happy and energetic
Morbid: Focused on gloomy subjects
Reticence: Not wanting to talk
Pucker: Pushed or pinched together
Recall: Remember
Howl: Arooooooh!